Its been a long time that i have done my blog... its been like around 4 months... let me catch up... I told chee hou my DEEPEST DARKEST SECRET OF ALL!!! And like more n more people are knowing it... i think im making it too obvious... but its like been 8 months... i look at him from afar... my emotions grew as each day pass by... But now... i feel confuse... Half my brain say i hate him.. but the other half say i love him... I Just dont know anymore!!! Im going crazy!! MY fulscap is full of question... Full of His name... Im just confuse!! Whyy him!! Whyy me!!! Many questions going through my mind... i feel like jus go for counciling... but that means that my family would know who i am... its really dam sad that my family dun even know me.... I feel depress... I am unable to get slp... i cannot even do anything right anymore!! I wan to confess but its a crazy thing to do... if i confess... Things in skool will change... like last year... But... its in my head... saying to me to confess.... hmmm... let me just put it in my blog big big....


Faresh!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I AM CRAZY OVER YOU!!! WHYY WONT YOU LOVE ME?!?!?! I LOVE YOU.!!! I AM OBSESS!! I CANNOT EVEN SLEEP JUST BECAUSE OF YOU!!! I WANT YOU TO BE WITH ME !!!! NOW!!! AND FOREVER!

soo thats wat i wanted to say.... Faresh.. if ur reading this... which is 100% comfirm that u are not reading it.... dun ignore me anymore!!!