Haiz. another day. another suffering. :/ seriously when it comes to eiz. i dont even know wht to do. I dont trust him. And with inna there. i know i cant beat her. Eiz will obviously take any girl before me. So basically. i just know that he is using me. idk why i am still around him. i could be going out for more guys out there. Like Yusoff. :/ Why am i still with Eiz? He said " we can slowly gt together " but now? What did you show me? nothing. yousaid " hi Gay boy and all this shit. " but seriously? Now i just cannot trust your words. Sweet talk during the start. and bullshit at the end. as usual. If you said " we could go together " doesnt that make you a gay boy too? just for contacting me? i dont get you. i swear. You are just... haiz. Im sorry. But my heart belongs to Faresh. He is cute. Funny. Adorable smile. And idk why most girls find him ugly. but he is perfect. i talked to you. but i dont think he will even be my friend. I missed the time when i just got to know eiz. We were so closedto each other.We called each other baby. Spend time in the movies. Out in the park. and you woul come to my house often. But now. its just shit. Just cause of that Inna Woman. haiz. Why? Tell me why you are giving me false hope? i just feel like asking you all these question. but i know your arrogance and your ignorance will not answer my question. And Inna. she is another problem. If you said you want to be together, Why must you meet her every morning? why must you call her every night? Why must you give her hope to make her closer to you? but you didnt even give me any? This is unfair. Very unfair. Im just sick and tired of this shit. I never told anyone on how i feel about this. Only to those who are reading this now. just tell me. Is it fair for me? Tell me in text, call, msn or whatever. Im just sick of these false story.